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1927 - 2008 by greyskymorning 1927 - 2008 :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 0 0 WM Designs 1 by greyskymorning WM Designs 1 :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 7 0 Starry Eyed by greyskymorning Starry Eyed :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 13 1 Freakin' Stars by greyskymorning Freakin' Stars :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 6 0
Someone else...
He helped me
He helped me
He helped me
     express my fears
He helped to
     make me feel better
He helped to
     make me feel good again...
You're raising the dead in me
This restless desire...
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Time out
Time alone
All You Have To Do Is Cry
Nothing's perfect
You don't have to be
Cry out loud
Ask for help
You can work it out
Without being
Do What You Have To Do
I want to get to a
     happy place
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Then or Now?
To think I missed
the feeling of hot tears
on my face.
The pain of a torn heart.
I believe I had lost feeling in my heart,
like one loses feeling
their limbs
when it rests wrong.
I made choices too
thinking my mind was ahead of my heart,
with my heart not too far
Now pieces of my
including Logic.
What have I done?
Where's my mistake?
or back there...
Confused again
like a little girl
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Where's my faith?
What am I doing
I don't know where my
heart or head lies anymore
I ache
inside & out
existent physically
or not,
I'm in pain.
God, I need you.
everyone else I reach out to
leaves me so empty.
expressing one's self
is supposed to help relieve
the pressure & confusion
but even with their advice
I'm left reeling in the mist of my
pre-existing position...
the fog of being so lost...
How do I come back to you,
To Your Healing, Resolving Touch.
Your Enlightening Voice,
as silent unlike others
but the Most Impressive
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Airplane freak out
While I pride myself on being above the pettiness of most girls,
I can't help but find fault in the fact that I am just like the rest of them.
I can't help but hope,
even ask,
if I'm better than the last
and pray I even beat out the ones that come next.
I act unashamed
but am secretly embarrassed,
hoping I didn't turn off everyone around me.
I want to be noticed
& paid attention to,
but still be considered
dark & mysterious,
an enigma.
I'm an open book
but I still  don't want to give it all away.
I embrace my loud & obnoxious side
but deny the more disgusting
yet natural
things I do.
I am strong
and above the petty selfishness
and narcissism of them,
but so badly want to be in their shoes,
to be envied
and hated
because I'm too thing
or rich.
I'm un-offended
but so soft,
and fragile inside.
as much as I'd like to be,
I'm not safe in my own skin
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I think I'm falling out of it
     out of love
     out of life
     out of who I am and used to be
Everything hurts
     & soul
I'm going in so many directions
     any yet
going nowhere
Weight down by unsatisfactory
     life, love, work & play
My attempt to reach out for an anchor
Reaching out for help.
I can't guide my life along
the track I'm supposed to be on
I almost want to take extremes
     to escape this phase
Anything to get out
I see such a dim future
     all I want to do is
     go back to what used to
     make me happy
Friends & Family
School & Mentors
Being able to follow my heart &  passion
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Brushes - Stitches by greyskymorning Brushes - Stitches :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 228 32 Carson Peak by greyskymorning Carson Peak :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 0 0 Carl on the Beach by greyskymorning Carl on the Beach :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 0 0 Sun Thru Smoke + Haze, Malibu by greyskymorning Sun Thru Smoke + Haze, Malibu :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 0 1 Silver Lake - Carson Peak by greyskymorning Silver Lake - Carson Peak :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 2 2 I'm Not Okay by greyskymorning I'm Not Okay :icongreyskymorning:greyskymorning 0 0

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United States
Current Residence: Sumter, South Carolina, USA
Favourite genre of music: Indie
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: Minimalistic, Romantic
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: n/a
Wallpaper of choice: Beautiful displays of talent
Skin of choice: n/a
Favourite cartoon character: Jessica Rabbit
I've created a new account and have begun by adding my poetry to it. Eventually I'll get around to adding my brushes and what-not to it as well and deleting everything off of here. At least I think I will... I'm kind of hesitant to lose all my :+fav:s and whatnot.

Either way, just letting those of you who watch me know. :)

:iconmika-ann: mika-ann
  • Listening to: Food Network
  • Reading: Stiff: The Curious Lives of Human Cadavers
  • Watching: Food Network
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reneeok Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2009
hellfirediva Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2009  Professional Photographer
Thank you :iconballoonplz:
morbidthegrim Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2009
Thank you for the watch, it really is appreciated :)
greyskymorning Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2009
Your photography is truly beautiful! I also found it neat that we share the same name. Although, I'm a female with the name Michael and Shaw is now my Maiden name.
morbidthegrim Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2009
That's cool :D How do you pronounce your first name, the same as mine? I have a niece that was named after me but the pronunciation is different
greyskymorning Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2009
Yup, it's pronounced just the same as if I were a male ("My-kull"). That's very sweet about your niece! I do enjoy the alternate, more feminine pronunciations as well :)
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MalvaAlcea Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2008
thank you very much for the watch :aww:
azurawolf Featured By Owner May 28, 2008
Love the brushes. I will let you know when I use them and I will give you credit. ^^
xPerfectxPillsx Featured By Owner May 2, 2008
used brushes [link]
BHC-Graphix Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2008   Interface Designer
I like your brushes. :]
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